Meetings

June 28th, 2007

For the first time in recovery, I think I need a meeting. I think about alcohol all the time, but I really don’t have cravings (thank you, god). Until lately. Jeff took out a beer the other night (a very rare occurrence) and I started to cry. You should have seen the look on his face. I haven’t been to a meeting since the week before we left on our trip. Not smart. Stupid. I tried to have a good trip with the Ps and the kids, but my head is full of all this crap that won’t let me relax and have a good time. Worry, worry, worry. It’s ridiculous. What’s wrong with me?

Note to self: don’t forget your Prozac when traveling.

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One Response to “Meetings”

  1. Soberchick on June 30, 2007 7:47 pm

    Go go go! You know what to do.

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