Goodbye, Ginnie…with Love.
April 14th, 2005
My grandma died in her sleep last night. I called her Ginnie and the kids called her GGG - Great Grandma Ginnie. She is…was…my (step) dad’s mom. It was unexpected and I am extremely sad. My mom lost my grandpa last year and now my dad has lost his mom. Now, I’m waiting for my son to get off the bus…how do I explain to him that he’s lost another great-grandparent? Abby is named Abigail Virginia after Ginnie.
I’ve been sober for 37 days. I’m so sad. And I’m worried about everyone leaving me here alone. I’m so selfish. Why is fear such a big part of this whole thing?
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